.Monday, December 22, 2008 ' 12:01 AM Y
i want to be love
yo..wassup..
so....dayah still kat jb with de nyer sedare mare, not forgettin mais...so freaking jelez bout it...wat to do...so...didnt went to AYM RETREAT coz DEMAM!! rugi giler seh!! kalau tak saket cnfrm dah gi nyer...dgr2 ade amazing race+bbq...menyesal gitu tak pegi!!!! knape larh saket that time?!?!?!
what happened on 19 dec was....
start with runny nose, block nose..then dry throat...rase macam uhhh!!!!!!!!! WTH!!! so telan pill 2 biji...then rest jap...atf that i got a call frm me mom, de suro turon pegi kedai ngan de..de ajak mkn, jad kitorg pon mkn...mkn chicken cutlet, tak tau rase sedap ke tak pasal hidung ngah block, tak rase pape pon...aft dah mkn...balik umah...me feelin dizzy...baring jap...telan pill lagi...baring lagi...kul 4 gitu bangun, ingat kan dah baek sikit, maseh pening rupenyer...so, me msg Dan n said that, "Dan, tell the guyz, i cant cum...down with a fever"
aft that...tdo balik...oppss!! salah..rehat kn badan....
20th DEC...
bangun, felt a lil bit better, at least i can breath a lot easier...alhamdulillah!!!
at 2 pm...siap2 nak gi expo...tolong skolarh with the preparation for forum perdana...
i was the only SEC 5 2008 excl. arif osman...all the way to expo, i was like...menyesal, knape larh aku sanggup pakai baju skolah balik...reach expo, nmpk the guyz frm SEC 4s, all the way tunduk jek...carik arif n hanisah aliah...finally found them near 7-eleven...when i found him, i said...
"ARIF, AKU MENYESAL TOLONG KAU!!!!" everyone arnd me laugh...n they said...
"alarh kak, klau org nmpk kakak, org kate kakak sec 2 larh...takde org guess kakak dah kuar skolah punyer..."
ade ke patut, aku yg dah 17 belas tahun nie macam sec 2??? *tears*
haiz...kesian nye aku...hahakz...takpelarh, asal kan aku hav fun kat sane...
aft dyja dah smpi...me, nisah aliah, dyja, mahmudah n arif pon gi expo hall 2, the rest sume dah jln dulu...if im not wrong, ade 60 bdk irsyad kat expo tolong skolah...
arnd 8 pm...me n the gerlz tnyer kak maya...bile nak start keje...we were all gettin impatient...kak maya kate...a few more mins...we waited n waited...untuk memadam kan rase bosan...aku pon kuar kan camera...ambik larh gmbr org...segala bende aku ambik...bdk lelaki sec 4, nmpk cam jek, dorg posing, lagi2 si tengku hafiz tu...tak habis2..
tgh tunggu2 tu nmpk bdk irsyad, when they saw me they said sumthin like this "sejak bile masuk skolah balik/ehk, dah graduate kn? asl pakai baju skolah balik?" the only thing i can do is, trima jek larh...menyesal to the core!!! kne kacau ngah ramai budak irsyad....haiz...ape larh naseb...cut story short...i reached home 12.15 am...naseb baek me mom tak marah(dah bilang me whereabouts)...
theres sum ridiculous stuff yg happened in my mom side of the family...makes me n me family saket hat...that stuff dah jad 3 kali...manusia tu plak macam tak serik2 gitu...de macam takde otak!! kalau tak syg diri pun, ingat kn larh family yg terseksa krane de nie...nk buat hal pon...ingat anak sndr arh...yg kau nak buat gitu lagi buat ape???? dah tak de keje ke??? mesti ke bile dah masuk, bendalak tu kuar lagi???? pikir larh sikit!!! gune kan otak kau!! buat susah kuarge seh...skrg ntah sape nak tanggung bendalak tu?!?!?! macam kite nie bnyk duit sangat...kau ingat kite bleh tanggung bendalak tu?? kitorg sndr sempit seh!!!!!
wateva!!
